NYC is in my name because i was born there however i now live in upstate new york. please be nice i have mental disorders emotional problems and low self esteem. my mental disorders are autism spectrum disorder i sometimes cant understand you if you use large words it just confuses my brain. i also have Borderline Personality Disorder bipolar type 2 mild anxiety and a bit of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. yes i do take medicine for my mental disorders i also have a therapist. i even been to mental hospital about 12 times in m y life so far. i am also a self harmer but i am trying to quit it started at 14 my grandma died when i was 13 almost 14 my mental disorders and her death was too much for me to deal with so i cut myself i got the idea of self harm from a youtube video. i also have problems sounding out words so i use spell check alot however sometimes my spelling is so off it cant even help. i have tried to kill myself in the past but i don't think i will try it again, so that's a good thing right? anyways somedays are okay and somedays are bad but i am better then i used to be. my self harm is never used as a way to try to kill myself its just used to deal with things that are too much for me. i am very weak but i cant help how my brain works sorry. i may look fine but don't judge me by how i look. why do i normally self harm? well, there are a few reasons sometimes dealing with my mental disorders is too much sometimes its because i hate myself sometimes its too punish myself sometimes its because i miss family that died or even missing family that's alive i really don't have family that's lives very close to me. sometimes i self harm when i'm too sad or too angry or upset. sometimes i self harm just because i am addicted to it. also sometimes things are just too over-welling for me so i cut or burn myself. mentally i will always be like 15 or 16. i also cant drive because i cant judge distance. and also due to anxiety fears that i will crash because i cant judge distance. i also sometimes like to wear wigs and temporary tattoo's no i don't have any real ones and likely never will. also if you must know my boobs are a C36 and my underwear size is a large or Extra Large also my eye color is hazel. people don't tell me what to do i hate that. i am mainly here to chat and tease how do i tease well i just wear something cute/sexy.