i was born and live in NY where secret... please be nice i have mental disorders emotional problems and low self esteem. my mental disorders are a mild form of autism spectrum disorder i sometimes cant understand you if you use large words it just confuses my brain. i also have Borderline Personality Disorder bipolar type 2 mild anxiety and a bit of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. yes i do take medicine for my mental disorders i also have a therapist. i even been to mental hospital about 13 times in my life so far. i am also a self harmer it started years ago my grandma died my mental disorders and her death was too much for me to deal with so i cut myself i got the idea of self harm from a youtube video. i also have problems sounding out words so i use spell check alot however sometimes my spelling is so off it cant even help. i have tried to kill myself in the past but i don't think i will try it again, so that's a good thing right? anyways somedays are okay and somedays are bad but i am better then i used to be. my self harm is never used as a way to try to kill myself its just used to deal with things that are too much for me. i am very weak but i cant help how my brain works sorry. i may look fine but don't judge me by how i look. why do i normally self harm? well, there are a few reasons sometimes dealing with my mental disorders is too much sometimes its because i hate myself sometimes its too punish myself sometimes its because i miss family that died or even missing family that's alive i really don't have family that's lives very close to me. sometimes i self harm when i'm too sad or too angry or upset. sometimes i self harm just because i am addicted to it. also sometimes things are just too over-welling for me so i cut or burn myself. mentally i will always be like 15 or 16. i also cant drive because i cant judge distance. and also due to anxiety fears that i will crash because i cant judge distance. i also sometimes like to wear wigs and temporary tattoo's no i don't have any real ones and likely never will. also if you must know my boobs are a D36 and my underwear size is a Extra Large also my eye color is hazel. people don't tell me what to do i hate that. i am here for the tokens to chat and tease how do i tease well i just wear something cute/sexy. how tall am i? i am very short 5 foot and a half it counts haha. my favorite colors are black and purple my favorite bands are within temptation and three days grace Also i do watch Webcams but in Private Show Only. Private show here only 18 tokens per minute. my brain is one age 16 it will always be 16 or so but my body is another age sadly... the reason why i don't have real tattoo's is because i'm too scared of needles... i was born cross eyed both (eyes) but i had surgery on them both at 4 years old... i was also born early meaning premature but not by much about 3 weeks..